I share my life with her and every hardship, knowing that the things that I say might be difficult, or cause her to worry, or even hurt her, because I know how important it is for her and I to have that transparency and trust in one another.
I don’t want that, all I've ever wanted was for them to have the best in life even if it had to be without me. I feel I owe them so much already, and if being without them would destroy me, I would gladly step back if it meant they could get everything I feel they deserves for once.
This is what losing everything can feel like, this is my story.. and my journey continues..
And I've needed this. I write this to you as someone who feels that they've just been introduced to the worlds best drug, I've always needed this from Eiren.