I can be strong. Brave. I can put on my good face for the day and if it cracks I'll just add more glue to keep up appearances... but when he's at work, or I'm alone again, the mask shatters and I have to try to keep the pieces close so I can glue it back together for the next performance.
This is what losing everything can feel like, this is my story.. and my journey continues..
And I've needed this. I write this to you as someone who feels that they've just been introduced to the worlds best drug, I've always needed this from Eiren.
It also helped that her confidence skyrocketed around the middle of the trip, and landed me in a situation I might not've been so comfortable in after sex...
It's okay for all of this to happen how you are right now, and no matter how our lives change, I'll be here to tell you that I'm yours.